February 2012
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You give me so much inspiration. You have no idea
I’m so exhausted
All I want in this life is just to live the rest of my life according to Islam with just you and my family. No one else. I want to just isolate myself from everyone and everything and just be with you. You’re just all I need. Just a simple life with the ones and things I need. I don’t want to worry anymore about anything else but just my deen, you and my...
brothers...if you don't have a beard, you're a...
Sorry guys for the way I’ve been lately
Its because I let all these little things get to me, having the expectations to be cared of and being confusing/hard to figure out, do I wish that I’d just vanish so I wouldn’t be bothered or bother anyone anymore. I’m at that state of depression beyond normal depression. The one where you’re so sick of things, that you just don’t even care anymore. That you just want...
When I prayed to Allah to give me strength, to give me hope, to give me happiness, He granted my duas and gave me you
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Confession:
bougeottee:
I wonder sometimes what would happen if I was to disappear off the face of this earth.
Would I be missed?
Would anyone even notice?
I wonder at times how my presence affects others. Their lives. Their choices. Maybe we’re not as important to others as we think we are.
Or maybe we mean a lot to them but they never had the courage to tell us.
God only knows.
Not a day goes by...
I believe that Allah shaped you from pure beauty mashAllah
Not an inch of you isn’t beautiful
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Its so hard to function and be happy knowing that people are depending on you and have hope in you but you know you’re letting them down. And that you really don’t have anyone and you don’t have anyone’s real support. That you have to tackle these everyday obstacles and tests around you alone. And that everyday is as lonely as the one before it and everything you do, no...
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“Love is a kind of war, and no assignment for cowards.”
– Ovid (via sixthlion)
Disappointment and failure
I feel like I have to better than I am now. What I have now, is not where I want to be.
Its not where I should be
I don’t say this in a sense that I am not thankful to Allah, but alhamdulilah I am thankful for everything I have. But I still feel like a failure.
I feel like I have not accomplished what I need to, what I should accomplish. And that feeling of failure is one of the worst...
Sometimes, I care too much.
Anonymous asked: How is marry idea coming along!
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Your smile is my reviving inspiration
And your eyes are beacons of hope so ever lasting
If you have someone in your life that sees through your errors, defects, mistakes and actions and still loves you with a full heart regardless, never let go of them, never let them leave your life. Hang on to them till your last breath, whatever it takes. It is these people who make life worth living. It is these people who can make the biggest difference in your life, who can influence you in...
Anonymous asked: you got a point there. maybe its because i've never fallen for anyone that i dont know what it feels like. that was very judgemental of me, i apologise. good luck with everything. you just have to wait a little. and you'll be rewarded for waiting.
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shazadkhan replied to your post: shazadkhan replied to your post: Problems trying…
well, what prerequisites are they looking for? to graduate and land a job?
Like every desi parent lolol
And no its not that long but its that shape, I’m thinking about making it that long
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shazadkhan replied to your post: Problems
trying won’t hurt. Trust me, bro. What’s the WORST that can happen? She say no? Well, if you don’t ask, the answer will 100% be a no. If you ask you can probably get that down to 99% at MOST and 0% at least, right? Give yourself a shot.
There’s no hope…even if I do manage to get past my mom, I won’t get past my dad
Someone I played basketball with today said I looked like James Harden and I had his beard
I don’t know how they see it and I didn’t know if I should take it as a compliment
but yeah it was very weird and random
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I could go jump off a bridge or something now
Seriously, sometimes I really think the world is better off without me
Anonymous asked: wow, you're so desperate :S
Anonymous asked: May Allah Grant your THE BEST MARRIAGE AMEEN/ May Your Mama ACCEPT THE FACT YOU WANT TO MARRY NOW! AND Oh Allaah is the changer of the Heart.."CHANGE YOUR Mama Point of view..LETS YOU Marry This Week lol "and Make Allah Bless you with CUTE Son Name Amiin and Man You are really Passion About Marriage and May Allah strength this when you get marry..!! I'm soo excited for you and I...
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Problems
I don’t know how to talk to my mom without thinking about how she won’t let me get engaged with someone I want to now. I want to let her know how it feels like torture and how badly I want it but I don’t have the guts to. I know she’d reject the idea again and again, and she probably wouldn’t listen to me
I’m gona learn from my parent’s mistakes
I wonder...
…in society, why are men the pursuers and why are women the pursued?
Can it be switched around?
Today I had a dream I had a baby son lol
Weirddd but exciting
Anonymous asked: eh don't really have a reason for being anon other than not looking nosy lol, and just asking out of curiousity. You know you don't necessarily have to get married, you can be like to your parents that you just want to get engaged or maybe nikkahed but not officially "married" ya know.
Anonymous asked: pray istikhara!!!!!!!!!!!!! forget being desi.
Anonymous asked: Why not?
Anonymous asked: Sorry for being nosy and all but I was just wondering because it seems like you like her a lottt so why don't you tell your parents?
Anonymous asked: does she know you?
Anonymous asked: does the girl you like even know you like her?
Mai Tumharai bighair nahi rahna chahta hoon
Mujhai kabi nahi chorna inshAllah
Wada karo
